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1.) Suffocate I feel nothing Longing for something Lie in bed to take your clothes off Show me what you're made of Just to soothe me (All alone) Leave me here I'm dying (All alone) Just kicked me in my face (All alone) All alone and crying (All alone) I suffocate I'm not gifted Slightly twisted Try hard try harder To see if I can push you any further Just to soothe me (All alone) Leave me here I'm dying (All alone) Just kicked me in my face (All alone) All alone and crying (All alone) I suffocate Please believe you'll save me, rearrange me I can feel your feelings running through me Take away my sorrow my tomorrow Heal me (All alone) Leave me here I'm dying (All alone) Just kicked me in my face (All alone) All alone and crying (All alone) I suffocate I'm suffocating SUFFOCATE (come suffocate) 2.) Just Go I'm kinda numb It's so distorted You left me here with this damage that you've caused My tortured faces Those f--ked up places In my memories none of them I've lost, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. It's kinda sick I feel so dirty I'm kinda tragic kinda insecure But I know that I'm the only One that can fix whatever's wrong I'm sure, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. I feel so alone From all I've become I'll take you down I'll feel so down I'm water while you drown You're lifted while I'm down I'm cancer in your womb I'm the needle in your spoon, but... I haven't been here long enough to know Everytime I feel this I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go, go. Just Just Just Just go Go Go All these f--king (lies 6x) 3.) Me I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means I guess my mother never loved my dad And now I wear it on my sleeve My sister called me just the other day It felt so good to hear her voice My problem is I don't have much to say I guess she doesn't have a choice, and I'm sorry Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from my... My mothers always tried to change herself She never learned to let things be She doesn't know how bad she messed me up 'Cause now she seems so fake to me but I love her Look at me I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me I'm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from myself If you push me then I won't fall I've been programmed to take it all And shove it way down inside Like my father (2x) I'm so pathetic I can't believe I'm just an addict I've never needed anyone to help me (I'm failing it) I'm begging you to please come save me from myself I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means 4.) Raw RAW The pictures left with me won't fade These images affect me every day Cause of you I feel I don't deserve The life I see in her You're so f--king right RAW Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold RAW I've never been someone who knows My choices haunt me everywhere I go Finally did something right for myself My life to you no one else You're so f--king right RAW Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold I'm so cold I feel so cold I CAN'T TAKE THIS RAW I feel so... Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold RAW I feel so RAW 5.) Mudshovel You take away I feel the same You take away I feel the same All the promises you made to me you made in vain I lost myself inside your tainted smile again Cause you can't feel my ANGER You can't feel my pain You can't feel my torment Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain You can't take away Make me whole again I feel betrayed Stuck in your ways And you rip me apart With the brutal things you say I can't deal with sh-- anymore I just look away Cause you can't feel my ANGER You can't feel my pain You can't feel my torment Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they bring only pain You can't take away Make me whole again Mudshovel You take away I feel the same All these promises You promised only pain If you take away And leave me with nothing again 'Cause you can't feel my ANGER You can't feel my pain You can't feel my torment Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain You can't take away Make me whole again You will feel my anger You will feel my pain You will feel my torment Driving you insane I can't fight these feelings they will bring you pain You won't take away I'll be whole again Mudshovel 6.) Home I force myself through another day Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything Right in my face And I try to be the one I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk away From everything I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Another sleepless night again Hotel rooms my only friend And friends like that just don't add up To anything And I try so hard to be everything That I should never take away from you again 'Cause I heard ya say I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home I cannot forget I live with regret I cannot forget I live with... I'll live through this I can't see through this I can't do this anymore I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I just wish I was back home Home 7.) A Flat Trust In me can't trust I'm the whore I don't believe it All my life so scarred what for who you can't conceive it Everything you fear I'll be here you couldn't live it I whisper in your ear so loud, why can't you hear it I'm OK All my faith is gone you think I couldn't find it Pieces falling down shattered now get behind it In my mind alone, Lost in here I'm separated Crawl deeper in my hole safe in here from what I hated All the demons in my head won't leave me I know I can hear them All the sacrifices made for nothing Don't show can't believe it Want to show that I'm good for something I can't you won't let me Are you running cause your words won't heal me Because you can't accept me And I hate myself And I hate my face And I hate my world And I hate my ways And I And I And I I'M NOT OK! I'm OK Trust In me can't trust I'm the whore I don't believe in All my life so scarred what for who you can't conceive it Everything you fear I'll be here you couldn't live it I whisper in your ear f--k why can't you hear it All the demons in my head won't leave me I know I can hear them All the sacrifices made for nothing Don't show can't believe in Want to show that I'm good for something I can't you won't let me Are you running cause your words won't heal me Because you can't accept me I don't believe it (2x) 8.) Crawl I'm so lonely You're so beautiful Not the only One that's pitiful Scratched and torn I lay here in pieces Craving all of your deadly vices Like to think that I'm not addicted But I guess I wear it well And I crawl While you spit And I crawl Through you Here I am now Not a lot has changed Nothing's better Everything's the same Late at night I can hear your voices Talking sh-- about all my choices You would think you've known me forever Just because you know my name And I crawl While you spit And I crawl Through you Everything falls apart Everything... (3x) Everything falls apart Everything (3x) And I crawl While you spit And I crawl Through 9.) Spleen Can't breathe! Shut up (2x) I feel I give everything to you Can't breathe! Shut up (2x) I think there's nothing left to do Can't breathe! Shut up (2x) I don't like today, take it all away Just like what you say - I don't want you Kinda like the way, everything is gray Just like what you say - I don't need you I don't look like you, do the things you do But I'm f--ked up too - I don't need you Can't breathe! Shut up (2x) I feel you are what's changed my soul Can't breathe! Shut up (2x) I think I'll never lose control Can't breathe! Shut up (2x) I don't like today, take it all away Just like what you say - I don't want you Kinda like the way, everything is gray Just like what you say - I don't need you I don't look like you, do the things you do But I'm f--ked up too - I don't need you I don't understand it You're killing this planet The scabs on your face It's a f--king disgrace I blame you (2x) I blame you (5x) Can't breathe! Shut up (2x) I'm don't like today, take it all away (shut up) Just like what you say - I don't want you (shut up) Kinda like the way, everything is gray (shut up) Just like what you say - I don't need you (shut up) I don't look like you, do the things you do (shut up) But I'm f--ked up too - I don't need you (shut up) Excess Baggage Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them To you And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom From you And I may end a life, by what I hold inside All the things that I live with I can't easily hide And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for But you It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll carry you with me Until I'm not alive When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly? To you? I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with From you I'm so sick of this place And this taste in my mouth Cause of you I can't figure what I'm all about And I'm left here with nothing, nothing to live for But you It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll carry you with me 'Til I'm not alive |
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